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[27 Jan 2006|11:14am] |
Sorry that I'm doing this again but yeah. I'm not feeling this journal..
So
I've made a new one.
http://allsystems-go.livejournal.com/
and this journal is actually going to be FRIENDS ONLY..
Which mean I gonna choose certain people to be on my friends list.
cause lets face it... I really don't want EVERYONE knowing about my personal thoughts. lol.
buh bye.
see you at my other journal hopefully.
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[17 Nov 2005|09:40pm] |
At 12:05 am I (meaning me and Robby) shall be watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of fire.
This makes me the happiest girl for about a month. :)
hehehehe Ron.. hehehehehehehe
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[12 Oct 2005|11:25am] |
Life Update:
I'm happier than a scene kid with a new hair cut.
I get to wake up every morning to the cutest guy in the world. :)
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[24 Sep 2005|02:06am] |
I believe Love is such a rare thing, it always has been.. Something to strive for.
And for those lucky few.. it is like no one elses.
Love is:...
Holding him in your arms while he cries, asking you to not leave him and all the while you can not speak the words that burn painfully in your heart.
"I never expected to meet someone like you and I don't plan on leaving the best thing to ever happen to me.. Thank you for choosing me, thank you for staying with me through everything we've been through."
He gets you a hat because he thinks you look cute in it and he knows it'll put a smile on your face.
The thought of this all being a dream scares the shit out of both of you.. probably more than it should.
Video games make you both happy.
I love you too.
Happy 5th month Robby.
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[16 Aug 2005|11:43pm] |
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Sleep sucks
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[02 Aug 2005|03:08pm] |
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Hate, Anger, Sorrow, Hopeless, Jealousy and Pain.
I never ment to make anyone feel those things.
It's days like these that I lock myself in my little imaginary world
And pretend that everything in ones life can be okay..
Watch out.
Haven't you heard?
I'll fuck up your world.
Kill. Smile. Cut it out for me this time. Smile.
Haven't seen him smile in a while.
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[28 Jul 2005|01:06am] |
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It comes to the point where they don't have to say 'I love you' or anything else..
They show their love with every moment they're in your presence..
You can see how much you mean to them..
And you can't seem to get rid of that smile.. that happiness.
Actions speak louder than words...
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[24 Jul 2005|12:45pm] |
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argh... I just woke up and I'm still tired as hell. Someone needs to knock me out so I can go back to sleep..
Well.. for all those who care to know..
Your beloved Robby comes back today, yeah he's the one who woke me up.
Now I have to get dress and all that to prepare for his arrival.
And so... I'm really to lazy to type a real entry.
So I shall take my leave and leave you with this....
( I do Robby's shirt better.. )
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[19 Jul 2005|12:42am] |
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I was staring at my clock and I realized....
The days are just not going by fast enough.
Night everyone.
Love you Robby..
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[18 Jul 2005|01:26pm] |
My life has just gotten that much better.
SMILES FOR EVERYONE.
..I seriously miss my boyfriend.. if you can get him to me as soon as possible I will pay you big money and love.
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[15 Jul 2005|10:05pm] |
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I didn't realize that I was such a fucked up person..
wheres to the point where people I don't even know think the worst of me.
But I guess their right, I really don't deserve Robby.
Thats not going to stop me from loving him though.. so fuck them and fuck anyone else who tries to stand in our way..
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[13 Jul 2005|11:30am] |
I'm fucking tired... serious. I've gotten about 4 hours of sleep.
Yesterday I thought would be pretty boring but I ended up going to the Key club with Matthew to see Ginger's band play. They were pretty good, very random music. Of course we stayed to see some other bands.
Me and Matthew took liking to this one called Orange or some shit. funny thing is that mostly everyone else seems to hate them. I didn't see why, they were good and their lead singer was a British asshole. Whats there not to love?
So after the show we went to go eat at some place and when I got home it was like 1:30am or 2:00am, And I was actually tired. Ready to knock out but then I remembered that I had to call Robby, so I did.
And so.. at that my lovely boyfriend decided to keep me up until 6am in the fucking morning.
But thats okay cause I love talking to him and I miss him. So it was all good.
And so with 4 hours of sleep, I have to get up and go kick it with Ben and Ted.
I fucking barely alive.
But this is what summer is about.. so fuck it.
(and everyone else can't see this.)
Message to Robby: I love you. you whiny prick..
And don't worry.. Matthew defiantly didn't disappoint.
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[07 Jul 2005|01:52am] |
haha
Robby's sexual frustration is really the highlight of my night.
8)
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[05 Jul 2005|05:50pm] |
All I have inside of me is love..
Love for my friends...
Love for my family...
Love for every person out in the world who is struggling to live life just like the rest of us, every impact that has changed me into a better person. For every short moment of friendship I've made with someone, that I know will last a life time.
And love for my My Robby and our memories, good or bad and the memories we will makes in the future to come.
I keep all this close.. it is the only sense of life I have left.
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[04 Jul 2005|12:33am] |
I need a car..
or..
I need a way to Northern California within a week or so.
I would prefer to have a car. There is a 92' Honda Civic outside my house that my neighbor is selling for like 2000 bucks. Mind you, this is the car I've been wanting since before my freshmen year of high school. It's a hatchback too. So perfect and it will be mine.
I need extra work.
If I can get a car or a way to Northern California within this week. I will be a very happy person.
And we all know that everyone love me more when I'm happy.
Robby Update:
Sucks to be him at this moment, the heat up in Florida is unbearable and he can hardly breath.
Plus he has no one there to sexually pleasure him, I can hear the frustration in his voice. It amused me.
It's sweet that he calls me at 12 am (over there and about 9 pm over here) just to talk to me.
End Robby update.
Well I would wish everyone a happy 4th of July, but I'm not very patriotic. So.. whatever.
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[02 Jul 2005|11:41pm] |
So Robby is gone for 3 weeks, which leaves me here with nothing to do.
So... at this point I'm open to anything.
Suggestions please.
I need places to go and people to see. I can't just go to work and then come home for the rest of the day. No way. Too boring for my taste.
I saw 'War of the Worlds' today and I must say it was enjoyable. But the main thing I enjoyed the most was the previews for the next 'King Kong' remake. It definitely caught my attention .
hehe.. I can't wait.
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[29 Jun 2005|04:53pm] |
I promised myself that I would find time to update this thing, but guess what?
I lied.
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[22 Jun 2005|01:47am] |
yeah I haven't updated this thing in a while..
Well I'm out of school, for good now. No more going back to high school this september. I'm done.
Hah four years have really flown by fast. Now I'm off to art school.
Well I haven't spoken to my mom, but my dad has and the news is that she has officially disowned me and I found myself asking "what have I done wrong?" "Was I truly the horrid of a kid". Eventually I just came to the conclusion that "I don't really give a shit" I mean I can't make her change her mind, it's her decision and we all have to live with it. I'll prove her wrong some day.
To top this all off, my Uncle died Monday morning.. i loved him dearly and we were very close. It was hard to lose him and not evening being able to say goodbye, but I'm just living with that also. Can't change it and I just hope he rests in peace.
I'm tired....
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